Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song. I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have. Its you,H.I. :(Seriously, i miss u so much H.I. But, u're not mine anymore. Congratulation, ur new gf damn pretty! I know, i do not have a right to feels jealous. But i swear, i can't pretended like i dont!
Almost 3 years our relationship ended. And i am very sure, too many things that are already change. Including our heart. :(One thing i wish from you, please dont forget me and our memories. Even i know, i am not perfect gf for u that u used to have. My fault to leave you. I admit it. But i know, u deserved someone better than me. Deep inside of me, yes, i regret about it. As we know, both of us believed in "HIKMAH" right? So, if this is the best for us, just accept it with an open heart and "REDHA".
Before this,its hard for me to move on my life. Because u still hanging ur hope to be a part of my life again. But, i know, if i turn back to you, all the feelings, all the things would not be the same as before. Almost 3years, you have waited for me to accept you again (even i know, there is a girl who love you so much). But, i cant. Now, u still can be happy with someone who obviously better than me. Please love her like u do to me once upon a time (maybe more?). And now, InsyaAllah. I'll feels free to leave u with her. I dont want to disturb ur new relationship because i know, its hard for u to move on without me before. If i still appear in ur life, u will feel sorry for me and of course it is not fair for ur new gf.
This is serious good bye from me. Sorry, because after this i will not reply your sms, emails, or call. (In fact, i dont think i can do it, but i'll try.) I will! For your god sake. But,i swear,whatever happen, i still will take some efforts to know about ur new life. (U can call me stalker if u want.) I dont care. As long i know about u even from far away. And remember, my du'a will always follow ur steps in ur life. Just take care of urself, be a good man, and of course be a strong man! I know, u are very "fragile heart" person. What u do is cry, cry and cry. This is one of the reason why i must leave u before. To make u become more stronger because i know, u can.:)
Its too late for me to still awake. I want to sleep now. My bed and pillow is calling me. Act, i dont know why i am writing in English. U (who are read this) can call me "BUANG TEBIAT" Heee.. Goodnight world. Please be nice to me. Assalamualaikum. :)
*please forgive me about the broken English that i use in this entry. Maklumlah MUET sy ben3 je.*
Almost 3 years our relationship ended. And i am very sure, too many things that are already change. Including our heart. :(One thing i wish from you, please dont forget me and our memories. Even i know, i am not perfect gf for u that u used to have. My fault to leave you. I admit it. But i know, u deserved someone better than me. Deep inside of me, yes, i regret about it. As we know, both of us believed in "HIKMAH" right? So, if this is the best for us, just accept it with an open heart and "REDHA".
Before this,its hard for me to move on my life. Because u still hanging ur hope to be a part of my life again. But, i know, if i turn back to you, all the feelings, all the things would not be the same as before. Almost 3years, you have waited for me to accept you again (even i know, there is a girl who love you so much). But, i cant. Now, u still can be happy with someone who obviously better than me. Please love her like u do to me once upon a time (maybe more?). And now, InsyaAllah. I'll feels free to leave u with her. I dont want to disturb ur new relationship because i know, its hard for u to move on without me before. If i still appear in ur life, u will feel sorry for me and of course it is not fair for ur new gf.
This is serious good bye from me. Sorry, because after this i will not reply your sms, emails, or call. (In fact, i dont think i can do it, but i'll try.) I will! For your god sake. But,i swear,whatever happen, i still will take some efforts to know about ur new life. (U can call me stalker if u want.) I dont care. As long i know about u even from far away. And remember, my du'a will always follow ur steps in ur life. Just take care of urself, be a good man, and of course be a strong man! I know, u are very "fragile heart" person. What u do is cry, cry and cry. This is one of the reason why i must leave u before. To make u become more stronger because i know, u can.:)
Its too late for me to still awake. I want to sleep now. My bed and pillow is calling me. Act, i dont know why i am writing in English. U (who are read this) can call me "BUANG TEBIAT" Heee.. Goodnight world. Please be nice to me. Assalamualaikum. :)
*please forgive me about the broken English that i use in this entry. Maklumlah MUET sy ben3 je.*
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